I'm don't remember behaving rationally during the periods of 2years with him. I do remember the most irrational moment I had with him was when I throw his phone across the road in front of a shopping complex in Labuan. It happened after I help him answered a call from a girl greeting me with "Hi sayang!" Then continue with browsing through his inbox full of lovey dovey sms-es that was not from me. That was the first time I touch his phone because I'm not a special agent CIA type of girlfriend and that was the last time too. Once you lied, people might forgive you but they'll never trust you again. TRUST is the piling of a relationship. True story
Anyway, he got my number from my old Friendster account. Friendster...sounds so classic. I read somewhere in e-news last year about Friendster trying their luck to be a gaming network or something. I was lost when I managed to sign in to my account just now...can't find any of my old treasure there. By treasure, I mean the old pictures of me when I was still light and slim just like Nikon 1 V1. Dammit! I can't stop thinking about that camera.
So, my ex-boyfriend. After he was telling me about asking advices and reminiscing the old time together, I got to asked him why he cheated on me. I never asked him before because I was too proud walking out of his life without turning back. His answer is a bit disappointing.. he thought I don't need him. I hardly reply his text or answer his call. He needs someone so that he won't feel lonely. dafuq? Bagus.. kawin la cepat2 so that can be together with your gf 24/7.
I do feel sorry for the unsuccessful relationship. I was surrounded by fabulous friends, internet and study related things that won't let me feel lonely without a bf. Oh, now I have 9gag.com.
Good luck in your new life Willy! Thanks for that part of my life
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