I wonder about lots of things related to married life. I love single life too much that I can't see myself being somebody's wife at the moment. Today, thousand of unanswered questions about married life shoot me again to the point of me scratching my head like long-tail macaque. It all began from reading my cousin's sms-es with her sayang *muntah berdarah* The KIDS called each other as mama - papa.. *ketawa berguling-guling dari tangga level apartment teratas sampai terbawah* p/s: aku belum sampai ke tahap menggelar boyfie as daddy/papa or apai ka... hmm.. strange. incest ok? Okaaay... enough with LMAO-ing at my poor cuzzie. She's just a 18 years old teenager. Still young and dangerous.
This year, I noticed that my a lots of people is going steady in their love life - as in each other parents know what is going on in their kid's love life. My sister brought her boyfriend home for Gawai.. my other cousin has already told her parents about her boyfie.. and me? I keep going back and forth between breaking up with my boyfie because I don't want him to wait for me, and show "in a realtionship with xxxxxx" publicly in my FB. The next second after I've decided to accept his relationship request in FB, I regret it because that's mean giving hope. Come on Ynnej, dalam FB pun dah terkial - kial nak buat keputusan pasal love life. *sigh* The reason is.. what if I breaking up with my boyfie after I told everyone about him? I think that the age before 35 is too early to let people know you have a boyfriend and ready to get married. You know.. you still have PTPTN to pay, get yourself your own car and buy a house. I just feel that I should pay all those stuff using my very own money. Hmm...poor PTPTN.. dianggarkan seramai 51% graduan didapati masih belum menjelaskan hutang belajar bersungguh-sungguh mereka. Semua graduan berlumba-lumbi nak kahwin. Mungkin PTPTN perlu menubuhkan perbadanan majlis perkahwinan pelajar dan tabung sara hidup pelajar seumur hidup.
I wonder why they wanna spend the rest of their life with the same person forever? Don't they know the word BORING? or does LOVE really overcome BORING? I can't stand the 24hr communication - sms-es, calls, FBs, Gmails, attacking me from every corner. Sik habis-habis cerita. Leave me some space to miss you, alright? Hmmm.. if married, one more way of communication is face to face almost every day. So, I've been thinking that I shouldn't exit the single life early because I always believe that the later I become a wife, the lower the risk of me divorce my husband at that particular time. Why? You just need to spend just a little time with him because your grave is saying hi! hi! to you. Itu kalau sempat kawen lambat.
Lucky me, I have a boyfriend that never complain about why I did not reply his sms or pick up his calls. He's one very cool guy and i prefer him not to comment on this entry. tqvm, mister!
ciao!
>to be continue<
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